i had to take my baby to the emergency vet tonight. she has a uterine infection and had to be spayed right then and there. she's still at the vet's, maybe even still in surgery. we pick her up in a little over an hour.

when i first figured out she was sick, i started panicking. my stomach has been in knots all fucking night. i feel like a bad mommy for not figuring it out sooner. if i hadn't figured it out, i don't know if she would have made it through the weekend.



it's costing a ridiculous amount of money, but i don't care. i can be poor for a week or so. she's worth every fucking cent.