It's funny when i was married, and then going through my divorce, and was miserable I had so much to say.  Now that I've been in a generally good head space I find that I am online less and doing things all the time.  It's not that I lost my thoughts, but more like I express those thoughts in real life more, having less to put to blog.  So I was thinking that maybe I could just do a weekly update, and see how that goes.

This past week was an emotional time.  I have been dealing with the suicide of my friend, and then had to speak at his funeral.  It was actually a lot easier than I thought it would be, in fact it really was pretty helpful.  I no longer am angry, it sucks that he killed himself having kids and all, but I figure it was his time to start over in the greater scheme of things. I hope that he dealt with what it was that he needed to take care of, and that if he comes around again that he can know peace more than he did in his short life.  I've made a commitment to be there for his wife and be active in his children's lives.  As I keep finding when I get out of my own head, and act in the interest of others my problems get worked out.