i swear im turning narceleptic. im always tired. and ive been sleeping ALOt, fallisng asleep at the desk and too weak to lift my arms..of course that might because my backs so jacked up now it hurts to raise my arms. man i need a new bed.
in other bright news im finally insured now i just have to find 5 doctors i believ>pysch for pills and a counsilor therapist person,general medicine, gyno and dentist..oh man i want to see a dentist my teeth have been huting SO bad. course..between copays and scripts i can't get taht at all done at once bugger.

apperantly the way the school does it here.sean has to be 4 by or before sept1 to enroll..well his birthday is in dec..so i guess he's staying hiome another yr. we cant afford another preschool. i feel like were fucking him on this. he needs kids to interact with. and i need an adult to interact with before i really loose my shit.

man my sinuses have been killer of late. i can can barely breath. lol i prolly have empaseema. i have to take a break going up and down the stairs. thats sad..really sad. lol

..my hubby..is starting to get kinky.....
he's been singing this alot...
careful what you wish for right


Do I have to put my handcuffs on you mama,
do I have to keep you under lock and key?
Do I have to put my handcuffs on you mama?
Now we both know that's not how it should be!

Do I have to put my handcuffs on you mama?
You're a sweet, fine sexy woman and you're good to a man (?)
Cuz if I have to put my handcuffs on you mama,
I hope that you will understand!

If I have to keep you
barefoot and pregnant
To keep you here in my world.
Get down and take off your shoes
girl I'm gonna do to you
what it is! I got to do.

If we've been bonding(?) like you say that we do
I think you don't mind if I'd be possessive, now would you?
Your creature-locked lovin', you know it's the flame,
that's why I can ask you and not even feel ashamed.

Do I have to put my handcuffs on you mama?
Are you susceptable to flatter, and game? Lord we can ga-ame,
Do I have to put my handcuffs on you mama?
Will you submit to the human that calls your name?

Cuz if I have to put my handcuffs on you mama
Don't you know I know that that would be uncouth,
Do I have to put my handcuffs on you mama,
I don't mind! (?? ??) you're being a fool

I don't care if I'm looking like a chauvanistic kind of whatever
(some kind) Carl you can go to hell
And if I find out I need some help
I'm gonna pull on out my chastity belt
(what it is! I got to do)