i shouldnt be so tired, I know why I'm tired partly cuz we took a trip to philly and left around 5 in the morning and didnt come back till 2 am.

my dog ran away while we were gone so i'm pretty upset about that.

somehow he always runs away around this time and of course in my city, every pet has to have a city license and im the good ol citizen and i pay it only because that's the only way to get my dog out of the pound.

he does run away spontaneously this whole year but it breaks my heart every time he does.

im so afraid one day he'll be caught or be killed and he will never come home.

He is a beautiful pitbull so I'm so afraid of someone catching him for dogfighting. He is a family dog so I'm just scared he will either be the bait dog or he'll be the loyal dog that he is and do whatever that person makes him do.

im just scared but it'll take time to find him.

on other news, i did some lovely shoots, one with jon mmayhem and kencredible. they were completely fun and i hope everyone else likes them too.

we went to eat at this place called amada (? i think that's how you spell it) and it totally sucked. my expectations were very high because my husband who is a chef raved about it and when i eat out, i like to eat and get out. and i am critic about restaurants from the time that i step onto their sidewalk to when i walk out, either disappointed or love loved it.

so i left the comment card for the waitress stating everything that i thought about it. It only gives you 3 or 4 lines so i tried to word it nicely. But pretty frank. And I didn't leave my address, email or phone number.

okay im done.

till then.
xo.msjesshawk