Name:Elementa[ Homepage ]
Last Activity: 09/15/08 at 09:15 PM
Country: Canada
Member Since: April 4, 2008
Number of Posts: 150
Age/Gender: 21 / F
Zodiac Sign: Virgo
Sexual Preference: Boys & Girls
About Me: 20 years old, living in Halifax now, originally from here, but I had the joy of Florida living for 5 years. What a great place. I was brought home from the hospital with my parents listening to Ozzy Osbourne, I was a rocker since day 1. I'm diverse, listening to almost any kind of music, and lots of different opinions. Knowledge is power, and wordplay is amusing. maybe you could describe me better?
Body Alterations: hmm..
lots of scars, words and such.
Tats.. I have one on each calf, stars and spiderwebs on my hips, marilyn manson and nine inch nails logos on my bum, "no regrets" in theban on my boob, Goddess symbol and mercury symbol on the back of my neck, a tree in progress on my back, a lotus on my sholder, some stars and tribal on my lower back, i think thats it. piercings. i have both nostrils and bottom naval pierced. (no professionals touch me with needles other then tattoo artists) ears pierced 7 times, 00 gauges in bottom holes.
Favorite Bands: wow.. lots
marilyn manson, nine inch nails, deftones, mudvayne, rammstein, sublime, radiohead, portishead, slipknot, cradle of filth, kittie, leftover crack, Choking Victim, I hate Sally, NOFX, Darkest hour, global threat, from fist to fire, tool, a perfect circle, depeche mode, jesse cook, rob zombie, dirty barbie, dolly parton, enya, social distortion, american headcharge, system of a down,gorillaz, korn, ozzy, metallica, guns n roses, ac/dc. many more
Favorite Movies: fight club, donnie darko, hedwig and the angry inch, rocky horror picture show, domino, run lola run, lost in translation, edward scisshands, gia, corpse bride, beetlejuice, nightmare before christmas, prozac nation, memeto, transporter 1 & 2, Austin Powers, Steel magnolias, transformers, lord of the rings, virgin suicides, SG tour. lots more
Favorite Books/Authors: anything by chuck palanhiuk
lots of biographies and tutorials, knowledge is power
anything by irvine welsh.. the bedroom secrets of the master chefs is the best
a few of my tops
The crucible- arthur miller
Go ask alice- anonymous
dreamworld- jane goldman
fake liar cheat- tod goldberg
big love- sarah dunn
gingerbread- rachel cohn
running in heels- anna maxted
perks of being a wallflower- steven chbowsky
many many more
Likes: concerts, yoga, knowledge, music, art, body modifications, candles, snow, trees, posters, glow sticks, chap stick, coffee, black eyeliner, fishnets, fashion, sewing, design, photography, lava lamps, pets, networking, knitting, accessories, gadgets, ski-doo, lots and lots of stuff..
Pet Peeves: High pitches, most girls, animal cruelty, chewing nails, hmm.. dragonforce and gospel. I think those are the only bad things out there.
Pays The Bills: I do. that's all you need to know
Posted: 08/14/08 at 08:36 AM  RSS
So sorry
Ladies and Gents,
I've been gone for wayy to long.
I'm still gone.
So much crap has happened in the past month, its unreal. I'm currently looking for a roommate so I can afford my bills and get a computer.. .but I have no friends.
ha
So, things have been wayyy hectic.
Freaking, that man that I was telling everyone about... yea.. turns out he'd say and do whatever it took to get in, and once he got in, he ran away. Got me to fall for him and his tricks, and then he leaves.
WTF?
So, I'm COMPLETELY fucked over that.. I've been a wreck for a little while now. I've been working almost everyday for the past little while, trying to keep busy.. trying to keep away from my apartment.
I hate that place... I get home from work and I just sit there. I'm in such a rut, my house is a mess and that's out of place for me... really out of place, I'm a neat freak. I just don't have any mojo to do anything. I dont hang out with my friends anymore (man thought it was a bad idea to have a bunch of friends that were in love with me, so I ditched them) HORRIBLE
now, I'm at my PhotoGs house, Gmesh, because I desperately needed to feel better.
I started new medication (probably too much personal information to share, but I don't care, this is my rant) Yea, started new medication that makes me like a zombie... fucked up. they say it'll help my head, but all its done so far is make me dwell.
All I want to do is sit online and talk to people all day, maybe even accept some freaking advice (way outta place for me) But I cant.
I need a roommate, and a computer, and a man.
I've been working my butt off at work, and I can't even afford to smoke a relaxing cigarette.
I'm going to lose my cool soon.
I  miss you all, and I hope I can get on again soon to say hello.
xoxoxoxox
Mood: depressed
Music: none

(7 comments)
Gwindylyn  -  Model Liaison
 
San Rafael, CA
F - Open Marriage
Posted: 08/14/08 at 10:14 AM 
Hang in there grrlie!
Inti
 
Madison, WI
21 / F - Attached
Posted: 08/14/08 at 04:11 PM 
You don't need a man!

Don't worry lady, things will start looking up soon.
rpg  -  Staff Photographer
 
Regina, SK
M - Other
Posted: 08/14/08 at 09:32 PM 
I agree with this. "NEEDING" a man is what got you the horrible man who screwed you over.   Chill.....find some true friends, and keep them close! 
rpg  -  Staff Photographer
 
Regina, SK
M - Other
Posted: 08/14/08 at 09:31 PM 


oblivion
 
Richmond, KY
32 / M - Attached
Posted: 08/21/08 at 11:12 PM 
sorry to hear that been there before so i completely understand.

Genesis  -  Model
 
Halifax, NS
21 / F - Married
Posted: 10/29/08 at 02:21 AM 
umm excuse me no friends cough cough
Neko
 
Adelaide, 05
19 / F - Attached
Posted: 11/09/08 at 03:31 AM 
wow. i know exactly what you mean... falling for a guy who ends up ditching you after he gets what he wants. its like, "you put ALL that effort in for a few nights together? you REALLY must have wanted that sex".
im kinda stuck in a rut too - youre not alone - but it sounds like keeping busy with work is a good thing to do. try to get out more, being stuck at home is really unhealthy.
I went off my meds for the first time in 4 years a few weeks ago, and ended up in hospital i got so messed up. Ive been back on them for a week and everything is still sucking, its like "hello... serotonin!?!?!"
anyway if you wanna chat, im here :D

 


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