This model does not have any active sets

Name:Cupcakes[ Homepage ]
Last Activity: 01/03/09 at 07:44 PM
Country: United States
Member Since: August 31, 2008
Number of Posts: 57
Age/Gender: 20 / F
Zodiac Sign: Gemini
Sexual Preference: Boys & Girls
About Me: I love to drink, fight, and fuck! As well as do makeup, photography, and be photographed. My life is making some type of art, or just getting naked. I travel a lot, and always want to meet new people (photographers and naked girlies) So lets get to it already!
Body Alterations: Tattoos
Left arm-unfinished upper arm half sleeve (horror movie sleeve)
Left wrist/hand-small heart, (lame) cut line with scissors (story behind that, feel free to ask)
Tummy-Four Mario stars all in different colors.
Right ankle-various home made numbers (story behind that as well,and a amusing game)
Hip-right side. Link from snes game.

Piercings
Septum
Monroe
navel
both breasts
Once in both ears
(I did have more but took them out recently)

I also have various scars on my body.
good question!: what kinds of questions would you ask yourself if given the opportunity to give questions.
pretty stuff for a pretty lady: My Amazon.com Wish List
books: I love h.p. Lovecraft and the nightmares he gives me.
wet dreams: to melt into someone else while making love. I imagine it would feel like a fizzy pop drink fizzing in all of your cells.
Posted: 11/24/08 at 03:09 AM  RSS
i want love
I have been  in a relationship for a little over a a 1.5 years...and i am sad about it.







I moved halfway across the country for this kid, and I pay for nearly everything and have always since DAY 1!!! I want to make sure hes happy and stuff but he doesn't seem to understand i have needs too!


I actually want to be showered with kisses every once in a while, I was to be called beautiful, I want sweet nothings whispered in my ear.  I have gotten none of this...I just feel like I am missing out on something here. I am at my last foot of rope. Can't a girl feel special ?


Mood: lonely
Music: poe

(20 comments)
Sakura  -  Model
 
Burgess Hill, P6
23 / F - Single
Posted: 11/24/08 at 04:15 AM 
she can and you deserve to be treated the way you trest others have a serious talk with him
xxx
Cupcakes  -  Model
 
Ortonville, MI
20 / F - Attached
Posted: 12/03/08 at 02:40 AM 
thank you! I have on more than one occasion. It didn't work out too well though. He ended up dumping me...or something like that. I have moved out already. Fun time. But thank you.
Sakura  -  Model
 
Burgess Hill, P6
23 / F - Single
Posted: 12/04/08 at 07:09 AM 
ahh shit. in the long run itll pobably be better for you hun cos if you cant talk to someone then you have no chance. good luck to you hun
xxx
Prendick  -  Fine Artist
 
Prendicktable, IN
39 / M - Married
Posted: 11/24/08 at 04:28 AM 
yep...say it straight...be gentle...the male ego is a moody chemical mess believe it or not...but you gotta get this out there


Cupcakes  -  Model
 
Ortonville, MI
20 / F - Attached
Posted: 12/03/08 at 02:41 AM 
yeah men are moody. heh....thanks for the support!
DickyBalls  -  Photographer
 
Brooklyn, NY
M - Other
Posted: 11/24/08 at 06:57 AM 
Yes a girl should be made to feel special. At least everyday...

I totally agree with Prendick.

Talk to him about what you're feeling. Once your side of the street is clean he will have no excuse to be neglecting you. Once you put it out there you'll know by his action's whats up with the relationship. If it continues after you've talked about it, you will know he's not the one. Life is short and there is never a reason to stay in a relationship if you are not happy with who you're with. TRUST ME!

And the part of you paying for everything ... well thats just wrong for a whole lot of reasons.... Tell the boy to step up and at least carry his own weight.
Well thats my two cents but what do I know....

Hope he wises up after your talk and you live happily ever after. If not, I hope you find some who will make you happy.

Cupcakes  -  Model
 
Ortonville, MI
20 / F - Attached
Posted: 12/03/08 at 02:44 AM 
well i have talked to him...on more than one occasion. thank you for the support though. He ended up breaking up because the situation got too much for him. No yelling though...So thats good. As for finding someone who makes me happy, ehh not now. I think I will just work on decorating my new bedroom, and hot naked girlie photos.
DickyBalls  -  Photographer
 
Brooklyn, NY
M - Other
Posted: 12/03/08 at 10:40 AM 
Sounds like a plan.
Autumn  -  Model
 
Salt Lake City, UT
20 / F - Single
Posted: 11/24/08 at 07:33 AM 
awww, you should tell him. if he doesnt shape up, get out of there!
LITHIUM_PICNIC  -  Staff Photographer
 
Houston, TX
M - Single
Posted: 11/24/08 at 11:15 PM 
what she said!
Ruby  -  Model
 
Fairfield, NJ
23 / F - Other
Posted: 11/26/08 at 09:50 AM 
ditto!!!!!!!
Cupcakes  -  Model
 
Ortonville, MI
20 / F - Attached
Posted: 12/03/08 at 02:44 AM 
thanks!!!
Blackheart
 
Whittier, CA
24 / F - Other
Posted: 11/24/08 at 09:19 PM 
I'm sorry. That's an awful feeling. At first it's like "Um... Don't you realize how awesome I am!" and later on--after all the blahness... it turns to "Maybe I'm not so fucking great?".

You ARE beautiful. Try talking to him. If not, bigger and better, lady.
Cupcakes  -  Model
 
Ortonville, MI
20 / F - Attached
Posted: 12/03/08 at 02:45 AM 
yeah. I know...thank you!!!! <<<<<
Miesha  -  Model
 
Paisley, W2
29 / F - Married
Posted: 11/27/08 at 09:13 AM 
you SHOULD be getting that. Might be time to have a wee talk with the boy. I mean it's worth a shot cause if he doesn't know you need/want this he can't change.
Cupcakes  -  Model
 
Ortonville, MI
20 / F - Attached
Posted: 12/03/08 at 02:48 AM 
i have been talking with him about it for a while now...its just its finally brought me to my breaking point. Maybe one day I will get it. For now I will just work on being stronger and all those womanly power things Thank you though
Tadpole
 
Lake Villa, IL
33 / M - Single
Posted: 11/30/08 at 07:45 PM 
I hate to beat a dead horse, but yeah, you've gotta tell him how you've been feeling.
Cupcakes  -  Model
 
Ortonville, MI
20 / F - Attached
Posted: 12/03/08 at 02:47 AM 
yeah...I have been beating it for a while. I have been talking with him for months almost a year about feeling unloved. I stuck it out though. Now I am single...
Kaia  -  Model
 
Lewisville, TX
F - Attached
Posted: 12/15/08 at 02:19 PM 
he sounds like a spoiled brat, im sorry babe!
KittieKatrina  -  Model
 
Eugene, OR
30 / F - Single
Posted: 01/04/09 at 05:48 PM 
I know how ya feel, and it sucks....Sorry sweetie, hope your new found freedom brings ya happiness, mine is! Sometimes being alone is better. I know I have a lot of fun with myself when I'm alone

 


remember   
forgot password  |  join


Mag - Features:
• I Am Ghost
• Applegeeks
• Battle Circus
• Kottonmouth Kings
• Paul Booth: The Art Fusion Experiment

Mag - CD Reviews:
• Deconbrio
• Tucker Max
• Slipknot
• Mitch Hedberg
• The Tiger Lillies

 

 
 
  > The Girls   > Forums   > Community   > Groups   > Magazine   > Info   > Nation   > Help   > Affiliates   > 18 U.S.C. Section 2257 Back To Top  
Copyright © 2003-2009 Deviant Nation. All rights reserved.